The average persons day usually consists of a series of scheduled events that occur in a prdeceded order, and to fulfill our basic needs. Such as oral hygiene, working, eating, and resting. We also make time for hobbies and friends or have some free time in case something unexpected comes up. But what about masturbation? I mean we all have needs... Most of us who aren't married or in a relationship hardly have the time to "get ourselves laid" on a regular basis, let alone the energy.
I enjoy structure and like to have most of my time planned out. I actually feel better and have more energy when when I know what I'm going to be doing for most of the day (this may be a slight case of OCD). So I decided to add masturbation to my daily schedule, everyday at 7:45 AM I would get it over with, so if later on in the day I had an urge I could simply remind myself that I just did that a few hours ago and can wait until tomorrow to do it again. This seemed like a great idea and worked well for a few weeks. The downside of this was that on many occasions I didn't feel like masturbating right at that time and it would become a chore.
Soon I was unable to enjoy it at all, I felt the same way about masturbation as I did vacuuming the carpet. I started to wonder if, maybe, this was going to cause me to have some deep seeded psychological issues, was this some new form of rape, will I develop strong resentments toward myself, will I ever be able to enjoy pleasuring myself again? Will I need counseling? And why do I suck at baseball?
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